My Thoughts......

“ Everything comes too late for those who only wait .” the quote goes, Heard it during my school times and had decided it then that I would never wait for anything… but never realized it then that it was a way of life… it makes us more optimistic, hopeful and couldn’t be avoided any time. It would be surreal to find a person who would have not waited out for something in his life. As students we waited for our results, the vacations and then our schooling to get over. Later on as life took its course priorities changed a phone call, a job call, something or someone special and things like that made us wait. Wait has become so much part of us almost like a living, agonizing and a very tangible thing. Everything else ceases to have any importance and all one can think of is the thing they are waiting for. It’s pretty normal to focus on what you don’t have and not pay attention to what you have and desire for it . Sometimes to me life feels as a continuous wait from morning t...

I had a dream of love Of living a lovely life You were there life was bliss. I was uncertain You held out your hand. I had doubts, you understood I was swept so suddenly, For more than just a face. We turned aside the hourglass, And took our own slow pace. We walked through life together, A smile from heart to heart. We found something so beautiful, That never had a start.

Its already a new year (and almost end of the first month :) ). My year did start with a bang with a short vacation to my native place….hope it continues the same way. 2009 was all work and study and no time to blog, but now I am back. One of my resolutions for this New Year is to be able to blog on regularly. Also many of my friends and colleagues wanted me to continue writing, therefore logged in the blogger account today. This time around it feels really different to blog. I feel older. But I can say my life is in the same place it was 1 years ago except made few good friends...lost many, made many mistakes...learned few things from them. The hard times and the lightest moments which were kept in the drafts were revisited… I did double check the drafts which I had to post since long…(long means since Dec ’08 ). Phew…had to delete many of them as now I feel they are outdated and have found answers to many of the questions I had, also this time I did changed the template of the blog. ...

The quiet is so enveloping that it has drown me within it. The question buzzing in my head since many weeks is - have i really becoming calmer (cool-as they say) or am i losing my interest in doing the things i liked or cared for? Many of my collegues too have the same question for me.... (Sorry guys maybe I am in my hibernation state now...... see blogging after long again) Here again i have come accross the hard to comprehend human nature as i call it.. where the people had issues when i spoke and now they want me to shoot when i want to be quiet...this makes me feel befuddled and bemused ...still no qualms against anyone. I really have not being a very talkative person anytime...but wrongdoings or injustice to anyone have always pissed me off and that's the time i have oppossed it. But for now I want to be happy smiling and let it all go in peace. Phew..that was boring...was'nt it? P.S.-Just to share with you a very good thing.......finally i got an award for my blog but sti...

A famous Persian saying translates that if you have being to a desert and never fallen prey to a mirage, then its nothing to be proud of, rather except the fact that you never were thirsty for water”…how true. Life is not about what we get from it rather it is about what we become from what it gives us. There are situations in our life that can make us responsible, conscientious and so on…I mean it can bring out all the good or destructive things in you. In such a situation what matters most is our own thought about the matter. Never to get driven away by what others think. Try to be yourself and have firm hold on you beliefs. Many a times we are faced with the reality that our current situation is not always favorable to having victory. But that doesn’t mean that we are at a loss. From this it feels Life is like a state of mind…it mostly shows or reflect the same way you perceive it to be. If you are hungry for more, (and you should be...after all it is just one short life that we are...

These days I find it hard to trust anyone... even my friends whom I have known for so long....for its getting tougher to find a person with a true self, without a mask on and behaving like someone else who they are not in the real life... also what I hate is advice from such mindless (maybe intelligent) people...I fear if they have their own opinions anytime or are they are more smarter and exactly know where and how to click. I also wonder if they enjoy doing such things...or do they just lack self-belief and confidence or are they very high on it? I do understand that I shouldn’t be saying this as it is anyone’s personal choice of leading a life… but this is where I find human behaviour hard to comprehend and understand. I feel it liberating, when one can trust someone completely. But it could only be possible when one can honestly speak things on one's mind without processing about being politically correct all the time. It makes remember the lines….. A simple promise Of being t...

I've had yet another long silence between blog entries. Since I last wrote here, a lot has happened…… I have vanished into an inner landscape, taken paths barely visible through the bramble. It's a strange place, and i'm often afraid of my own shadow. But I am curious, and I trust my feet. Though you can't see me, I haven't gone away. I think I will always come back, here. It's like no other place. A meeting of wonderful minds. I just felt I needed to become visible, here, for a moment. To let my friends (those i've met and those I haven't) know how much they are treasured.