My Thoughts......

Its been months since I wrote anything on here – its just that I have been very busy to indulge in something like this. It was me learning to live life to the fullest, excepting all that came to through my way as a gift and recognising the fact that whatever I did, once again, fell just short of expectations but atleast I tried doing it. I think that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. Today I was browsing through some of the blogs on blog-spot and it was truly a experience. There are a lot of people out there venting out their feelings and spilling out their guts and the results of some of the efforts are astounding. A lot of talent is going waste in this modern world for sure. A lot of Blogs are trying to do what we all should be doing in real life. Finding out what's wrong in our society and giving solutions and finding means to solve the problems. There will always be strong and there will always be weak, there will always be a majority and a minor...

Some beautiful lines......i have read Sometimes I think I still can’t live without you. A dull ache inside me Realizes my yearning to be a part of your life. The years have come and gone. I never heard your name. I don’t even know anyone who knows you. Most of the time I believe I have changed I have outgrown the ME who loved YOU. Then,A song, a scene, a scent Catches my heart off guard, And reminds me of you.Sometimes, Even after all these years, I think I still can’t live without you.

Just came up with an insight, It's about the distinction between worry and reflection. So many thought authors or great personalities counsel us to avoid living in the past. “Live in the now,” they advise. “Enjoy the moment.” Well, I get what they are saying. But isn't there something good about going back and delighting in the delicious moments of the journey we've arrived from? Which brings me to worry versus reflection. Whether to revisit the past - in my mind - depends on your intention. If your intention and reason to go back into your past is to dwell on bad things and to worry over things you cannot change and to rehash painful times, then I suggest it's an unhealthy act. But, if your intention - in going back in time - is to reflect on the lessons events have taught you and to grow in wisdom and to savor the precious memories that you were blessed enough to experience well then I think it's good. Of course, I still remember the old adage - Even if you win t...

Today i found that i try to justify everyone that i am right. why i do so…. i see the reason is my inferiority complex. Not having enough faith in myself. I should always watch this. i should accept other's view as their own view and until they are something of importance why waste time in useless justification of me. Silence is the key. it seems there is no answers of the questions which arise in mind. There are questions behind questions……….. doubts behind the doubts. But i don't want to be silent……… may be i am waiting …… till i exhaust & give up………And rest in silence.

You captured me with a second’s glance Awakening my curiousity with your high profile stance Silently hiding all that you felt Still making sure it would make my heart melt In directions afar from what you perform The smile of yours can make anyone transform Secretly masking your compassion the most But your eyes makes me feel lost To build a new compassion's fire. To make love your heart's desire. It is you I treasure in my heart. What draws you here marks the start.

To be gentle…and also to not sound like I think I know everything. I tend to be rather blunt as I am prone to cutting to the chase. Not everybody cares for my approach and sometimes even I don't! I know where it comes from - from my own hard-headedness! I seem to have carried that approach into my own work. Sort of like, totally forgetting that even when most people say they want the truth…they don't necessarily want it straight up. They want it made a little more palatable. I am making efforts to soften my edges, and it is still something of which I often need to remind myself. And the knowing everything thing…I absolutely, positively, one hundred percent believe that each and every person has their own framework of belief. I also respect my own framework of belief - that when I speak of what I understand to be Universal Truths, it tends to sound like I want everyone else to think the same thing. I don't! I just want them to know who I am. And it seems like many people thi...

Renunciation is a big word, for me it simply means really looking at life, and inward at myself and realizing I already have everything I need to be truly happy. Living a simple life and using ones own natural abilities and talents to improve the quality of life (instead of thinking you can buy improvements) reminds me of a story about the Buddha: One day the Buddha was sitting in the woods with several monks. They had an excellent lunch and were enjoying the company of each other. A farmer was passing by and was very unhappy. He asked the Buddha and the monks whether they had seen his cows passing by. The Buddha said they had not seen any cows passing by. The farmer then informed everyone of how unhappy he was. I have twelve cows and I always must chase after them and tend to them. I have also a few acres of a sesame seed plantation and the keeping the insects from eating everything takes up my time when I am not tending my cows. The work is almost too much to bear. The Buddha said, M...