My Thoughts......

My life, I feel is far-fetched boring at this exact moment, leading to low aspirations for all the things that exist in my world. In reality the case should have been totally reversed as I am spending holidays at home with nothing to do and should have had been happy about this as it was all I wanted for a long time. I wanted to introspect and find things I need to improve on in life, wanted to spend some quality time with my friends and family, wanted to get back to writing as I find solace here. But things are not happening as per plans. Also there is nothing happening worth writing I can see and still I am full of thoughts I have to share and itching to vent it out. So there is the just me post about the usual dull ramblings about myself…  I have started living in my hypothetical world, for again after long time as I am finding it hard to comprehend people around. Some complain and some compliment, everyone has a different opinion about me and it’s not correct though at times ...

My feelings did flared up today, when I had many thoughts running stray, Without any special reason though, My eyes were flooded and tears did flow.. I just wished to know certain things, What made up stand here at the brink I cant step forward nor turn back, For a clear visibility is what I lack. Can only force a smile and have a laugh, And wish to have it from my heart, My dreams looks shattered and happiness all dry, And my hopes could now only cry. I never ever wanted to travel this road.. And that is a secret now I am trying to hold, Honesty and truth is all I ever wanted, But alas it's my life and my wishes are never granted.