My Thoughts......

Ironic it seems to me now, Never to think of anyone I had vowed, Suddenly someone took me away from my thoughts Eluding the theories which my life had bought.. It’s almost something that is killing me inside, With reflections making it too difficult to decide, Is this really what I ever wanted? Or will it too be a myth my thoughts have painted.. Going back is no more an option now, Contemplating life’s next move and getting ready to bow, Can’t really figure what to do next, Want to share all but my life is not a zest.. Will someone ever understand my feeling? Without being too forgiving, I have got nothing but just myself to present, Will it be readily accepted as a consent..

Malach majhe kalena me ashi ka vagate, Sarva kahi umjat astana vaat kaunachi baghte... Asach kahi vicharat sumpurna raatra jagate, Anhe pahate ujedatach tujhe swapna pahate.. Pahatechi survat tujha goad shabdhane hovo ase mannomani watate, Pan hehi tu swatach janave asehi majhe mann sangate... Tu he sarva janato aahes ase mala ka bhasate, Anhe nantar bhanavar yeun me swatasish haste… 

Mala avdel paus vhyala, Tujha maanala chimb bhijvayla, Bedoond houn tujhavar barsayla, Algad tujhya mithit shirayla, Shwasacha tujha ved ghyala, Mala avdel paus vhyala... Mala avdel paus vhyala, Tujha sobat khup firayla, Haatat haat gheun hindayla, Haluch tujha hridayat shirayla, tyat ek chootasa ghari banvayla, Mala avdel paus vhyala... Mala avdel paus vhyala, Hasu banun tujha othanvar yeyla, Tujha maanala saath dyala, Swapnat yeun tula jagvayla, Sang jamel na mal ahey karayla, Jamel na ekda paus vhyala..

I feel your hands covering me when it rains, With it blows the wind which has your fragrance Distance between us conveys no meaning, Yet so far away we are from each other when it is raining… The rain drops are nothing but your thoughts for me, Distances are greater but feelings are free You do tell me everything, although we are afar, I try doing the same, but my heart is so very ajar… I always feel the warmth of your caring words, For me they convey more than they should do Contemplating what you are trying to say, Why am i so much miserable without you..? Can you to give me back those days, When I had no one to complain All that life gave me was happily taken, Although when things were just plain.. I am not suppose to be like this, I am not suppose to take this pain It’s just that I need to tell you. I thoroughly miss you when it rains….

Some intense words, Some indigo lines, A beautiful talk, By my bedside… Beyond midnight I think some more While my sleep  entice me, Standing at the door… Mystified with the random surge.. I search for within me a sense, I took up a simpler urge.. What is it that makes it so intense.. ? As I turn back on life, Unruly as it has been Wheezing past in that time are all the things I have seen.. I engrave and would do so, Craving up my endeavor My words for me are immortal With them I shall live forever...